Compassion Job Well here I am once again on the same old cattle ranch, alone. My good friend is being chassed!! I lost my dream, my buddies and my pet dog. When I had all those, it made me feel kinda unique, I s’posture, ain’t too many guys around here who have good friends; who have dreams particularly nowadays.
The majority of them just do not care or they pretend they do not, goddam depression, I wasn’t among those guys, I had good friends and dreams and hopes and … Anyhow, Lennie’s gone now. They are gon na found him and eliminate him or he will never ever return, for sure i am not seeing him again!
I got ta say even if he was an insane bastard that shattered my dream, does anybody understands how bad that feels !! One day you are making strategies and the other day you realize that it’s never ever gon na happen. I lost Lennie also, he was somebody to speak with and I hope he discovers the damn rabbits he constantly wanted, in reality; he was the one that informed me about the dream in the very first place. I will miss him. I am so pissed off about all these things !! She did it, that bitch, Curley’s Partner. Ever since I met her I understood she was bad.
Never ever anticipated it to end the method it did however. I didn’t expect to find her dead on the floor. I suggest who did. I panicked in the beginning but I knew what to do, I had to inform George prior to everybody else. It was all her fault. She was the one who came to Lennie, I indicate; Lennie would not have touched her, bad bastard. Lennie was an excellent male and i know he didn’t do it on function! Thing aren’t returning however, I lost all of my dreams and hopes because split second that I understood she was dead! She was responsible, i wanted to kill her, however she was currently dead!!
I dislike her and that scum, Curley, I wager my life he was the one that told Carlosn to shoot my canine!! Bloody ‘hand fulla Vaseline’ Still if it had to be done I prefer to have actually done it myself. He was my pet, my companion, my pal. I don’t know how I am going to get through the last couple of years of my life without him. I shoulda done it myself. They would let me leave this ranch however where would I go. I can’t go to the farm on my own can I. The thought of leaving my pet dog behind, is just too effective so I have actually chosen I’m not going anywhere.
People leave, I am remaining here alone until I rot in the ground. My dog just goes round and round in my head. If George leaves as well, life will be back to normal like it was prior to Lennie and George turned up. The same old people as in the past. Curley will still be arrogant except that he will be single know and I will be the very same old male with no friends at all know that my pet dog is gone as well. I do not have many factors to keep living after this, my pals are gone and my dream is shuttered!! I dislike not being able to help in the fields.
I miss it a lot. I do not like being here in this location throughout the day by myself. I have spent the best years of my life working in somebody else’s cattle ranch, only to lose one hand and end up with little money!! George and Lennie were my only possibility of making my dream come to life !! I was gon na invested every penny I had so that i could be a bit closer to the American dream which is now something that I will never prosper. I am at completion of a long hard-working profession that offered me a crap life, I can’t repair the important things understand, i mean i would if i could but I simply can’t !!
I can’t overcome with the fact that I could have made it !! We were gon na get a little place and we were gon na have a big vegetable spot and all kind of good things! Nobody was gon na throw me out of there when I was gon na be at my earliest!! I was so close! George likewise started to think that it was becoming a reality but all of a sadden whatever decreased! I can’t do this any longer, why did I not pass away rather of being delegated feel all this discomfort. They should have let me pass away …