Compassion Task Well here I am again on the same old cattle ranch, alone. My pal is being chassed!! I lost my dream, my buddies and my dog. When I had all those, it made me feel kinda special, I s’present, ain’t a lot of men around here who have buddies; who have dreams especially these days.
The majority of them just don’t care or they pretend they don’t, goddam depression, I wasn’t among those guys, I had friends and dreams and hopes and … Anyhow, Lennie’s gone now. They are gon na found him and eliminate him or he will never return, for sure i am not seeing him once again!
I got ta state even if he was a crazy bastard that shattered my dream, does anybody knows how bad that feels !! One day you are making strategies and recently you recognize that it’s never ever gon na take place. I lost Lennie too, he was somebody to speak with and I hope he finds the damn bunnies he constantly wanted, in reality; he was the one that informed me about the dream in the very first location. I will miss him. I am so pissed off about all these things !! She did it, that bitch, Curley’s Wife. Ever since I satisfied her I understood she was bad.
Never expected it to end the method it did however. I didn’t expect to discover her dead on the flooring. I imply who did. I panicked at first however I knew what to do, I had to inform George prior to everyone else. It was all her fault. She was the one who came to Lennie, I mean; Lennie would not have actually touched her, poor bastard. Lennie was a good man and i understand he didn’t do it on function! Thing aren’t returning however, I lost all of my dreams and hopes because flash that I realized she was dead! She was accountable, i wanted to kill her, but she was already dead!!
I dislike her which scum, Curley, I wager my life he was the one that informed Carlosn to shoot my pet!! Bloody ‘hand fulla Vaseline’ Still if it needed to be done I prefer to have done it myself. He was my canine, my buddy, my friend. I don’t know how I am going to get through the last few years of my life without him. I shoulda done it myself. They would let me leave this cattle ranch however where would I go. I can’t go to the farm on my own can I. The thought of leaving my dog behind, is just too effective so I’ve decided I’m not going anywhere.
Individuals leave, I am remaining here alone until I rot in the ground. My pet dog just goes round and round in my head. If George leaves also, life will be back to typical like it was before Lennie and George turned up. The same old people as before. Curley will still be cocky other than that he will be single know and I will be the exact same old man with no buddies at all know that my pet dog is gone as well. I do not have lots of factors to keep living after this, my good friends are gone and my dream is shuttered!! I hate not being able to assist in the fields.
I miss it so much. I don’t like being here in this place all day by myself. I have actually spent the best years of my life working in someone else’s cattle ranch, just to lose one hand and end up with little money!! George and Lennie were my only opportunity of making my dream come true !! I was gon na invested every penny I had so that i could be a bit closer to the American dream which is now something that I will never prosper. I am at completion of a long hard-working career that provided me a crap life, I can’t repair the important things understand, i indicate i would if i could but I just can’t !!
I can’t overcome with the truth that I could have made it !! We were gon na get a little location and we were gon na have a big vegetable patch and all kind of good ideas! No one was gon na throw me out of there when I was gon na be at my earliest!! I was so close! George also began to believe that it was becoming a reality however all of a sadden whatever went down! I can’t do this any longer, why did I not die rather of being delegated feel all this pain. They need to have let me die …